Dear Diary,
I miss the funny way he used to make me laugh
I miss the cute way he used to smile
I miss being able to talk to him about anything...
I want to go to him and tell him all this
I want to be able to tell him the truth
I want him to know that I really do still care..
That everythign about him still makes me nervous inside
I just want him to be ( Read more... )

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Dear Diary,
Things arent any better..
I still feel all this pain
I walk in the halls and wait to see his face
I cry to know that never again, will i feel his hugs or see his smile
No longer will I be able to talk to him
Have him comfort me in times of sorrow
Or hear his laugh and see his smile
I'm going crazy thinking about all this
I'm giong crazy not ( Read more... )

<3RIP ROBERT BUDDINGTON<3

Robbie,

There were so many things I wanted to say to you before you left, and I didnt get a chance to say them. I'm sorry I didnt tell you EVERYDAY how much you have changed my life and made me such a better person!! You amazed me more than anyone I have ever met. You were so full of life and joy!! You taught me to alwyas ( Read more... )

Dear Diary,

Today was an alright day. I'm like really tired and like flustered and all this stuff lol But lets go onto the recap.
SchooL~Well today was a pretty good day, I found out some of my grades!! I have a B in English, A in Science, A in Aerobics, A in French, and a C in History. I think I have a B in math, proly a C though, it depends how ( Read more... )

Dear Diary,
Today was yet, another good day!! I had a lot of fun, but I was soo tired!! I was barely staying awake in ANY of my classes! It was so crazy. So lets recap it up
SchooL~Well, today was an alright day for grades lol I have a C in History that I just found out about! SADLY! lol But the only reason is cuz i'm missing two assignments, but hes ( Read more... )

Dear Diary,

Today was a better day...

School~Well school is getting ready tough lately lol I've got so much to do. I have to do two fcat perterson's things, but i'm gonna push myself and get myself to get my grades up!! I'm really happy with how thigns are going though. I just have to bring up my math grade and my english grade. I think my history ( Read more... )

Dear Diary,
Things were going fine for me..
Or so I began making myself believe they were
Truth is, Idk what I feel or what I want
I want to be in someone's arms
To be close to someone again
But then that feeling just keeps coming back
The feeling of a broken heart
Why cant my heart just heal
Why is it still afraid
I dont want to be afraid to anymore
I want ( Read more... )

Dear Diary,
Wow, so these past couple a days have been going pretty good!! I'm having a lot of fun and i'm really enjoying life at this point!! So lets recap it up~
School~I have a freaking C in math, gosh!! UH! WHATEVER! lol i have to the petersons' FCAT test crap to bring it up, so guess what i'm gonna be doing for 12 hours on the comp! HAHA! Other ( Read more... )

Dear Diary,
Gosh! I'm just waiting for the w/e to come!! Its like gonna b one of the best w/e's EVER!! I'm so excited!! Things are going great right now! A lot of good things happening in my life! So like usual, lets recap it up! lol
School~Well, I missed Wendsday cuz I was like insane sick!! It was awful!! I missed skewl lol I missed all my freinds ( Read more... )