Love is nothing more then a chemical in your brain telling you to lust for a person of the opposite sex. Then why do I feel like I'm missing something in life that everyone around me has. For once I want that love feeling as well. I want to matter to someone else as much as they matter to me. I wanna stare into their eyes and feel completely ( Read more... )

In all honesty I can't wait till my senior year, next year that is. There will be no drama at school. I won't have to deal with all that bullshit. I won't have to consule someone because they are sad that I didn't sit by them in srt class. Fuck that. Next year is going to be heaven compared to this year. I seriously can't wait. I will get up go to ( Read more... )

No one ever reads these so this will make getting everything in my head out. And I have so much in my in there it may take forever, so lets see how much of it I can before Becky gets here ( Read more... )

November 7, 2004 • Sunday ( Read more... )

I picked you out ( Read more... )

You make me sick

I'm soooo freakin hungover and my hand hurts like a bitch. Last night was horrible. Sorry. I'm done with him, and her, and me. I'm just not going to care about anyone or anything.

I wanna be able to breathe. I wanna smile and have it be genuine. I wanna laugh and not have a care in the world. I wanna dance without thinking that someone is watching. I wanna be loved.

I wanna stop being such a freakin' teenage girl.


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I like a boy who will never like me back, it would be to akward anyways. If I told him I would fuck everything up with him. I need some major hardcore screamo music right now. *sigh*