lets runaway.  get hitched just to get divorced.  search for meaning.  in life.  search for someone.  rape my soul.  i am the walrus.  be my fucking eggman.  lets be nomads.  jump from couches.  i dont want plans.  but i always have such life goals.  i live in a tuesday with morrie life.  wahoo chick books.  can you listen to piece of my heart ( Read more... )

to post two times in a day either shows crazy boredom or crazy shit going down.  so more on the jack and diane story.  so i knew jack was lying to me about some shit, but like, some of it i could tell was honesty.  he did break up with her, but was still living with her and having sex with her.  i assumed, and was like whatever.  as long as you are ( Read more... )

the first journal entry since i was like 12 that was purely about boys.  but in a way, there are new players that have yet to be mentioned.  to be critiqued.  to be considered.  cnn.  coffee.  repeat ( Read more... )

"If you're not a liberal in your 20's, you have no heart, but if you're not a conservative in your 40's, you have no brain."  that is what chuck  told me.  i have republican friends, but i think he's the only one that screams out pinko when he sees me.   he also thinks it's funny that i taught politics and history to our impressionable youth.  ( Read more... )

 
okay, so today i was just trying to relax before doing some homework.  listening to a little who, beatles, and neil young.  (side note, neil young's unplugged album is one of the sexiest albums and if you can listen to it without wanting to get naked, you are better than i.) anyways, all of a sudden i had a flashback and paranoia followed.  okay, ( Read more... )

okay kids, this is a story that has to be told. this is a story of a sexless booty call. this is a story of cock-blocking. this is a story as being the other girl. this might be a story that will get my ass kicked. most of all, this is a story of humor. if you can bare with me and read the whole story, hopefully, you will laugh. you might hate me. ( Read more... )

I read my jack keroauc and you read your Tom Robbins.  you hate your protagonist, , i am in love with mine.  Is our friendship dying, or is it dead.  are we beating a dead horse.  you are tired, but are you tired of me.  is drugs and books going to keep our friendship together or prove that there is not much left?  You are not the only one who is ( Read more... )

Dear Hollywood,

Please stop ruining good books.  For example, one of my favorite books, Into the Wild.  This is a beautiful book about dropping out of society, denouncing money and standards, and a sense of adventure.  You are insistent on ruining the whole concept of Christopher McCandless with a movie that has Vince Vaughn and that kid from the " ( Read more... )

haven't written in forever.  procrastination has taken a hold of me.  listening to tim mcgraw makes me sad.  it is like a chick flick.  is this normal, or just a myth to sell records.  love is an odd concept.  sometimes i just get so jealous of it.  mike and angela can be sickening sometimes.  marrying your best friend.  it is what everyone wants, ( Read more... )

are statistics informative or just dehumanizing?  they have websites (i.e. casualties.org) that keep an on-going tally of deaths and wounded from the iraq war.  it makes me wonder.  Am i so used to seeing the number of dead/wounded that i do not see the people behind the stats.  the families and friends behind the stats.  in 2003, i was disgusted ( Read more... )