It's 3:30am. I've been super tired for most of the night, especially during my Information Management class, but I don't wanna mess up my sleep cycle even with having the night off. I'll be going to bed soon, but I really wanted to post an update ( Read more... )

these are the last few remaining days of living at my mom's house, and i've got to say I'm both nervous and extremely happy. Moving in to the apartment seems like its going to do so much good for me once I adjust. I'll be closer to work and local things that I go to, i'll save a ton of gas, I can start eating clean again and cooking from home, I'll ( Read more... )

Update update update. I want to update ( Read more... )

I remember how good it felt to write out my feelings. Even in my extreme and failed attempts at writing legitimately as fast as I can process thoughts, at least it was an escape at venting my thoughts and concerns without that dark feeling in the back of my skull that I'm either boring or pushing someone away with it. I have only been able to talk ( Read more... )

As a full time student and waitress, I'm finding it hard to keep consistently counting calories. Not so much counting them, but actually tracking them. I find the nutrition tracker to be rewarding and beneficial, but also it can be quite tedious and difficult in a restricted time frame. I will continue using the nutrition tracker as I find time, ( Read more... )

I've slept all night but I feel tired. I've showered and brushed my teeth, but I just feel like I can't get clean. My foot is swollen and I limp when I walk, not even mentioning how ridiculous I look with a crutch. A crutch? Really? I'm not disabled... in a week it will be gone, and this ridiculous stand still in life will be gone, but some people ( Read more... )

The first thing that happened was a brief flashback of a family. It was a small happy family of three, consisting of a mother and father that I never saw the details of, and a small daughter with blond hair, seemingly between the ages of ten and twelve. She was dressed in an ankle long short sleeved white dress with her hair pulled back in a low ( Read more... )

Finally got my hair cut the way I wanted to. I asked for a dramatically choppy/layered hair style... and she did! I love how light it is and the layers are uber cute. I had a problem with the bangs, but I just fixed them myself. Totally love it so much better now. Lolz. It's actually a kind of scene hair cut, but I have to admit that I really like ( Read more... )

I am trying so hard to not let my desire to run away from every caring thing get the best of me ( Read more... )

So it's like 6 am and I'm sitting in Graham's basement living room using his computer and hacking up my lungs. I was trying to sleep, but I just kept coughing and I think the coffee this time actually is keeping me awake, which is strange cause I usually only get a motivational boost from coffee... not a sleep reducer. I was concerned that Graham ( Read more... )