I wish people would just say how they feel and be real with you ( Read more... )

it's been like a year since i've been on livejournal and everything i posted last year was absolute bullshit. i think i'm coming back. here's the 411 i guess ( Read more... )

nothing but empty

The way I feel lately is so unreal. It's amazing to experience a feeling you've never felt before, or I thought I had but when you really feel it you realize how totally off you were. I love him so much ♥

Completely fed up with losing sleep. My body really just can't handle it anymore. I'm so overly exhausted all of the time.

I think the loss of sleep is most likely contributing to me breaking down and crying more often than not lately. Definitely uncontrollably.

Needless to say New Hampshire is not treating me so well this summer.

I HATE nightmares. I have them all too often and they're always about geno and pretty much make me extremely depressed ( Read more... )

It's about this time in a relationship when I'm due to get scared to death of the relationship, and it's arrived right on schedule ( Read more... )

i go in the other room and i'm standing by the window for a second and all of a sudden there's a sharp pain in my foot so i lift it up and look down and i was stepping on a fucking bee ( Read more... )

I literally hadn't read a book in years ( Read more... )

what to doooo

go back to school?

i want to. for sure.

but i don't knowwwwwwwww.

every day feels longer and longer. <3