it's disgusting

i miss him

i love him

it's gotten to an almost unbearable point

So I'm sure my idea that time will make all of my problems go away is completely unreasonable, but i'm just gunna go with it for now ( Read more... )

Life and death are confusing. Seeing a friend and someone you saw at least a few times a week throughout your childhood lying in a lifeless wooden box is not the most pleasant experience. Especially since she was always smiling and happy and full of life. I can't remember ever seeing her without a smile on her face. It's weird seeing someone ( Read more... )

I hate school

This weather sucks

I don't feel like I'm doing anything right

ever again.

I don't have a close connection to anyone because I don't let anyone get close to me. I never let my gaurd down because I'm afraid of being let down. I haven't been hurt in a long time because I haven't allowed anyone the chance TO hurt me. Through distrust and anger towards people and events in my past, I've put up a barracade (sp?) that doesn' ( Read more... )

I want to be a kid again, but not for all the generic reasons like wanting to play on playgrounds ( Read more... )

I love getting ditched on New Years and getting 2 different explanations. A simple phone call would be nice, I don't even care if the plans were cancelled, at least I could have gone somewhere else instead of always being the nice person and waiting around and wasting my time ( Read more... )

Where's the snow? :(

Wii is coming so soon ( Read more... )