so this is it. im gonna stop writing on here and im gonna stop getting online in general. I'm starting my shit over the right way. Im letting go of all this drama from my past and moving on to a MUCH better life. alot has happened in the last few weeks which i wont share. Only the people who care know whats going on. So yea... this is my good bye ( Read more... )

feeling alone ( Read more... )

i swore to myself i wouldn't bring myself to do this.... but i cant sleep cuz its all i can think of.... i must vent......

what can I say? everything i have ever had has litrally just fallen apart infront of me in a matter of days. My life doesnt seem to change. a couple of entries before, i remember sayin how my life was a vicious circle.... ( Read more... )

decisions are so difficult. words cannot express how hard it is to make a decision that both your heart and mind agree on. Its funny cuz my parents sit there and tell me "this is your first adult decision"... and it was. but on my path of figuring out what to do, i hurt someone, and yet i hurt him, and i'm not even sure that i made the right ( Read more... )

some people dont change, some things dont change, so things will ALWAYS be the same.....

i hate the way you doubt me so dam much.... all i've tried to do is be honest and yet you doubt me 3million times more then before..... screw it. alll you know how to do is doubt me and give me guilt trips. FORGET YOU! im tired of trying, doubt me all you ( Read more... )

YAY!!!!

well today like i previously posted, i had my job interview which i believe went well....

im scheduled to go back for a second interview next week!!! im happy....

hopefully all will go well....

PLEASE WISH ME LUCK!

last time i updated, I was in a search of a job.... next day i got 3 phone calls and interviews!! today is my first interview!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG! i havent been this nervous in i dunno how long. i really hope it goes well. Im already dressed.... ( i feel geeky ) and im just waiting for oreo to get out of the bathroom and get dressed so ( Read more... )

thought everything was ok.... HAH....

well im lyin... everything is ok.... everything is gradually getting better.... things with oreo and I are much better....till like 3 min ago that he did something REALLY dumb but w.e... it happens.... what can i say?? and things with my dad are getting slightly better too. looks like the pills are FINALLY ( Read more... )

tomorrow is my god daughter lizy's birthday... she turns one... :) how cute! natty's going with me to the bbq... YAY!! bondage! lol

oreos here with me, hes stayin the night, and were hangin out all day tomorrow well till he needs to go to work.... im happy :)

i have another appt on wend to go to the doc. how fun... but i have to do it... maybe ( Read more... )

I want anyone and everyone who reads this to post in here something they'd LIKE to do with me SOMEDAY.

Then post this in your journal to find out what I want to do with you.

Naughty or Nice. I don't care. ;)