10 Firsts:

First Best Friend: hmm.. probably Robin Cyr
First Screen Name: JEBgirl900, or something like that
First Piercing: none!

First Crush: Brant, in likeee.. 4th grade
First Music: Spice Girls allll the waaay.

First Car: none yet!
First love: have not been in loveee
First stuffed animal: a koala:-D
First Time Being Drunk: pshh.. back in the day at ( Read more... )

sooo..
i was considering making my livejournal thing Friends Only.
but then a few little things rolled about in my head
1.) i do not know how to do so
2.) even if i did it would be too much effort
and 3.) if i did..i dont think anyone would want to be my friend :'(.
and im being honest.

so i decided i'd just update this thing.
today i convinced my honors ( Read more... )

            To try and tell you something sad and depressing would be a waste of time. Mostly because I myself am neither sad, nor depressed. I am merely a person trapped in a life that is overwhelmed with despondency and hopelessness. So maybe, that is the inspiration for this, or maybe I don’t even know where this is coming from. But what I do ( Read more... )

as outlandish as it seems..
im tired.
for the first time in a looong time,
i find myself exhausted..
not just in a physical way...
but mentally as well...
im in a state of discomposure.
and i dont think im taking it as well as i would like to.
call it what you will,
just dont call it typical..
at least not for me.
this is probably the most pointless, ( Read more... )

soooo ( Read more... )

Ask me any 6 questions.
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6.

No matter how random, revealing, rude, or pointless I promise to answer them 100% truthfully. If it's easier for you, by all means, post anonymously.

One little compliment can make you feel amazing. So give me a
compliment, anything in the entire world, even that my shoelaces are
pretty. Put this in your journal. And once you get some comments, put
that entry in a memory or tag and when you are feeling down, just go to
that entry and this will remind that you're not so bad in other
people's eyes ( Read more... )

so here i am ( Read more... )

ADMIT IT!!
despite your pseudo-bohemian appearance
and vaguely leftist doctrine of beliefs
you know nothing about art or sex
that you couldn’t read in any trendy New York underground fashion magazine
prototypical non-conformist
you are a vacuous soldier of the thrift store Gestapo
you adhere to a set of standards and tastes
that appear to be determined by ( Read more... )

Deeear Live Journal,
 im back from my wacky night at el padre's..
it was amazing.
oh dear.
me, kiki, sraa, gretchen,morgan,blaine,jake, and corey partied it up.like it was nobodys business.
well, corey went home cause he was siiick..
and jake left around 12:15 cause he had to work..
but everyone else stayed and we had a camp out in the tent..
except for ( Read more... )