My last post was on July 6th. And I was talking about how often i have been attending satsang and conerning myself with the past or future and not staying in the present moment. Well, I have worked on that recently, and staying in the present moment has brought me so much peace. I really noticed how ungrateful I was really being. I dont even know ( Read more... )

Last night i made amazing fondu and nicole made the best corned beef and cabbage and potatoes that I brought to work today, yey. We invited some people but no one showed up so it was just up to mark, nicole, jason and i to eat everything ( Read more... )

i fucking really love jason murphy. REAL love. not just "love" but REAL love.

im sitting my room in the dark playing guitar and singing and it makes everything so much better.. i only wish my thumb didnt cramp up from arthritis when i play :(

I had a really weird dream that confused me ( Read more... )

Im very confused to hear that i have a reputation of being a cheating lying slut and whose also a homewrecker and would steal your boyfriend. when ive never cheated in any relationship, im very honest and even jason and all my exes and friends can vouch for that, and i can never have random sex, ive tried it once and i fell in love with the person ( Read more... )

aaaaaaaaauuugh i dont know why i even try anymore

So, I feel like I've been changing, and hopefully for the better. A lot of it has to do with a class I took last month where I was reminded of the fact that I need to keep my ego in check. The instructor for the class is the same instructor I had for music theory and he is honestly the most inspirational person I have ever met. Everything he says ( Read more... )

i dont want to graduate. im scared. i dont want to graduate i dont want to graduate.

Hare Krishna!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HARE KRISHNA!!!!!!!!!
Krishna Krishna Hare Hare
Hare Rama Hare Rama Rama Rama Hare Hare