I went Christmas shopping with Tim and Mehmet yesterday.

They wear jeans but they did not Alwaysss wear jeans.

They wish they were gottis and they are going to go to a club.

Tim and Mehmet make fun of me and all emosity.

I cry because I am emo. *cries*

My Mood is now Lost according to Tim.

Mehmet walks like hes hot shit, I walk like a tilted Nazi, and  ( Read more... )

okay, so tomorrow i am going to school then leaving after class and then catching a buss to cortland with Paul and Abe to visit Dave. It should be fun times haha...8 hour buss ride! wooo! Its cool though, cause on the way there, we stop in Binghamton for like 2 hours, so we are gunna chill with Frankus for a lil while. We get to see 2 friends in ( Read more... )

We were born dreamers
that this could work in years to come,
with a heart that stopped fading
and life put back into these eyes

but as of right now
im just a lost soul in a  locked up room...
confused, desperate, & blinded by you .
Holding on ever so tightly, to nothing at all...
while finding closure in the emptiness that conceals pain.

The perfect ( Read more... )

Its getting old,This circle we keep running in.
But  Tomorrow things will change.
Oh how beautiful that sounds
Well I Guess im the fool

You said so much
and listened even more.
But if i was someone else
Well im sure youd be just fine.

Your confidence is blinding
but i can see the fear in your eyes.
while reality is creeping up on you
youre only chasing lies

So ( Read more... )

its not like im trying to change.

im just trying to see other things and new things.

& maybe that will finally help me forget ****

Its not the same.  I wanted something different and new , and something new kinda started, but no matter what...it just feels weird. Its like the topics for conversation seem so limited or like set and if you happen to go out of the sset converstation its like why am i talking to you.

idkkkkkkkkkkk.

Did you ever just feel like theres nothing you can do... And that nothing goes right no matter what ( Read more... )

When Winter falls next year, I'll be holding on
To anything held down
As for being patient with fate and all,
it's getting old. And my mind is slowly changing
I'm calling all my oldest friends,
saying "sorry for this mess we're in,"
and I'm waiting, waiting...
For the Sun to come and melt this snow,
wash away the pain, and give me back control, control.

An ( Read more... )

so since im stuck inside and bored...

I HAVE A NEW LAYOUT!
so check it out !!! 
: )

prom is this thursday and then its prom weekend!!! YEahhhhh boiiiiiiii!
lol
im mad excited about the weekend should be fun times and hopefullly prom is cool too ha.