NEW LIVE JOURNAL. ADD _n00b PLEASE AND THANKYOU.

and in _n00b the '00' are zeros cause im SO lame like that

monday night was awesome. friggin. awesome. it was so good to be with you. but last night was a bit of a joke. i barely saw you...?

hey whats up worst day ever? keep pushing me away, you'll end up pushing me right out of your life... or is that what you really are trying to achieve? im fucking fed right the fuck up with you. you treat me like shit, and no single human being in existance has ever made me cry as much as you.. why the fuck do i bother ( Read more... )

i layed in bed in a drunken stupor and i heard a familiar ringing. blindly reached to my shelf and groggily said "hello?". the voice which replied was familiar, but the words she said caught me off guard. it was a huge mess, one that should have never happened, im sorry for the misunderstanding, but as promised im adressing this to you. if i could ( Read more... )

wow, what a serious waste of time you are. i bet if i never made any attempt to contact you ever again, i would nevr hear from you, ever again...

and thats pretty fucking shitty of you.

so last night my phone never rang so im assuming you found something better to do...

sittin around thinkin about you.. sittin around thinkin about you too. what the hell is happening tonight.. youre having some top secret date with slutface or something.. and what about you? going to some lamer party or something?

lame.

i need to hear your voice
and feel your heartbeat//

i have decided i might get another sketchbook... i havent drawn or wrote for quite some time now.. i used to always take a sketchbook with me, no matter where i went.. i think i might get back into the habit. im not sure why though, i mean its good to express yourself, but i have like 10 full ones that just sit in a box in my room. maybe one day ( Read more... )

i dont even know what to write about anymore.. im grounded cause of my shitty marks and if i fail i get kicked out.. but on the bright side, today was fucking beautiful.. absolutely gorgeous. ryan and i ran up and down the creek at lunch and found a duck with a bunch of little duckies.. but later an otter came and ate one ( Read more... )

i dont want to get ahead of myself, but i might be starting to forget about you.. but this could only be temporary.. only time will tell.. i guess this is good? after all, you told me not to get involved anymore.

omfgzzzz why are you so totally effin cute?!