florida, you were everything i hoped you would be and more. and i will now always have a piece of you with me ( Read more... )

i have absolutely no obligations untill december 18th. i can sleep till 4. i can smoke to many cigarettes. i can eat or not eat. i can drink all night. i can not drink at all. i can see everyone. i can see noone. i can do whatever the hell i wantmy lungs feel like they are full of water and they hurt. i think i might end up at a doctor sometime ( Read more... )

im so tired ( Read more... )

its cold. very cold ( Read more... )

in all the years i have taken up space on this earth i cannot think of a more perfect moment to exist than last night ( Read more... )

just dont get attached and everything will be okits amazing how much can happen in 7 days ( Read more... )

last night i looked up into your window. nobody was home. the lights were off, but i knew it was yours. i sat on a couch under your window and i watched movies. its weird being so close to something familiar but so far away.

i was sitting under where the pigeon sits and watches me when im in your apartment.

When the first cup of coffee tastes ( Read more... )

i make people uncomfortable.

which makes me very comfortable.

i dont like it when people i barely know want me to censor myself, want me to stop being who i am because it makes them feel better about themselves. i dont care how nice you are it still bothers me.

i cant decide if its my lungs or my ribs, but i hurt so much.norma jean ( Read more... )

i hate having to explain myself to everyone.

please just crawl into my brain so you can understand.

i keep losing my lighters...and i never have matches. bumming a light is always a good way to make friends.

the windows of this place remind me of the windows in my bedroom as a child...old, crank handles, dust....its all to familiar. ( Read more... )

today i bought 2 pairs of shorts from urban outfitters ( Read more... )