*emo is dead & i'm cooler than you

well..i finally got a friggin day off from walmart. i cant wait til my first pay check. i have to go shopping for khakis and such for work. sucks we cant wear jeans..bastards. ive been hanging out with christina and amber lately. we're going to throw a party at christinas sometime soon.

eh, im sick of typing already.

i dont even know what to update anymore. i woke up pissed off this morning. i watched the end of revelations..and i dont understand any of it. im so mad at myself for letting myself get worked up over stupid bullshit. i showed that im weak and i let things get to me and then some crazy evil kelly comes out and soon i regret every evil, mean ( Read more... )

no matter what I would do in an attempt to replace all the pills that I take trying to balance my brain ( Read more... )

so last night i went to joplin to dioko to see...the pond monkeys..i dont even know why i keep going..its just the same set everytime..same show..blah blah..but sammi needs company and that justifys it i suppose. well..i think it took me like half an hour to get there since i was going like 100..but i got lost in joplin and finally found the damn ( Read more... )

so tonight was the big bright eyes and the faint show in kc at uptown theater. wow. it was..everything i thought it would be and sooooo much more. there were lots of beautiful indie kids, lots of insane dancing, lots of sweat, and the best fucking music ever. both of the bands sounded really really good, and conor is just the fucking most beautiful ( Read more... )

i guess today it really hit me that candace is gone. this is the first time i think ive actually been really sad about something in a long time. she was my best friend, no matter how big of a fight we had she always believed in me, and had faith that i was going to succeed. she was the kind of friend that you dont find very often. i could lean on ( Read more... )

so rene and I went to see hawthorne heights last night at foxtown in pittsburg. it was..interesting. i think jillian and i counted like 108 concert fouls. there was this band that was pretty good. i dont know the name..but they had a hott singer and a hott drummer... except they closed their set with 187 by senses fail ( Read more... )

i have an eternal crush on cursive.
only a couple of weeks until bright eyes.
i think i missed the good life show, damnit.
i need a job to support my addiction to concerts.

im pretty sure i was going to fill this journal with alluring comments and stories..but i forgot what they were.

so sorry pretty baby.

GRRRRR I WANT A BOY THAT LOOKS LIKE THIS ( Read more... )