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so lastnight i had this crazy dream. i wont go into what it was but i will say i woke up sooo comfortable and happy but then when i realized what in the dream made me feel so great i got really depressed and emo. i cant get it out of my mind and its retarded im retarded life is retarded love is retarded girls are retarded. basicly everything is ( Read more... ) -
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so shit has been really fucked up latly and its just getting worse..i seriously dont know what to do anymore my life is going way down the wrong track. i want to make my life perfect but im such a fuck up it wont happen. i fall in love to fast and wear my heart on my sleeve. all i want to do is be normal and not let things affect me as much as they ( Read more... ) -
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so im siting in tanya's room and she it sleeping on her bed its cute. yeah i realized i have not updated in for freeking ever and that sucks. im gunna try to update a lot more latly. ive had soo much fucking shit going on in my life right now that has been making my emo depression soo fucking bad but im so happy i have the best people in the world ( Read more... ) -
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ok so on 8.6.05 Deathcab for Cutie, The Decemberists, Built to Spill, Pedro the Lion, Viva Voce are all playin in BEND!!!! holly fucking shit i AM soo going and shit just an amazing show -
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ok so my 21st birthday is coming up soon..its the 25th. so there is much partying going on..i got that whole week off work so everyone is invited to the 6day party. the weekend after my bday is birthday camping trip for me and thomas who is turning 21 so everyone should come..much alcohol MUCH MUCH MUCH alcohol..call me for details IF i have them ( Read more... ) -
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so im freekin sick. went to the dr today. tested me for strep..dont have it but its like it..freekin sucks..soo much pain..im on codien now which is good. my sister and cuuute nephew are here soo yaayay. i havnt been to work for a week and not going this week probly but oh well..ok im off to try to eat something..byeee -
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lets have a piercing party this week you pansy bitches. -
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this was originaly written in myspace blog and i havnt reread it to see if it even makes sense but it was my mind talking so here you go
( dont really know if this is rambling but oh well )
