xlifeishardx
Feb 15, 2011 21:36
Some things will never fucking change... :(
xlifeishardx
Jan 31, 2011 20:53
Its always when I think things are going awesome when life takes a steamy shit on you. I want to curl up in a ball and hide from the world for a while. I have been doing things again I am not proud of.......
xlifeishardx
Jan 02, 2011 01:47
Friends are over. I am hammered. This happens a lot.
xlifeishardx
Nov 25, 2010 00:48
Bad thoughts running through my head again. I hate feeling alone. I hate that I am thinking about this again. I hate that I am fighting to not cut myself. I hate that I am not ok. I hate!
xlifeishardx
Nov 12, 2010 20:15
Having some people over and drinking tonight. I have to remember to not get to hammered tonight I have a lot of homework to do this weekend.....
xlifeishardx
Apr 02, 2010 18:40
Much better day today! Now I'm hopefully going out if my ride ever gets here.
xlifeishardx
Nov 03, 2009 20:06
I just realized only 2people on my friends list update their livejournal. LAME
xlifeishardx
Dec 14, 2007 20:36
I don't really know what is going on today but it is not ok. Everything seems weird to me today nothing is right. My stomach is uneasy, my mind won't stop, and I can't close my eyes. It's not enjoyable, soothing, or calming. It's crazy, depressing, and FUCKED. I don't know what to do, nothing seems to work. I can't go to sleep. NOTHING is ok.....