How do you say goodbye? Think about it. Seriously. I've been thinking about that a lot latley tonight. How do you say goodbye, possibly forever, to someone you've been close with for the past five years? How do you do it? How do you step back, let go, and wish them the best of luck, and hope to God you'll see them again? It's a tricky situation. Do ( Read more... )

I swear sometimes I just don't know what to do with myself ( Read more... )

It's almost five o'clock in the morning. I can't sleep; my mind just keeps on turning and thinking about stuff that I probably shouldn't be thinking about. And the wierdest thing happend whenever I turned on my computer now. It like erased my hard drive or something. I'm gonna make this quick so that I can go run some virus scans ( Read more... )

Just when I think everything is getting better everything turns to shit ( Read more... )

I'm tired of living this lie, I really am. I'm trying to convince myself that everything will evenutally work out, and everything will be fine, if I only give it time ( Read more... )

Today was a really boring day at work. We had a team meeting, and I swear I would have gone insane if I had to sit there and listen to Roger (my supervisor) go on about the code of ethcis for one minute more. I think the only way I got through it was due to the fact we had a huge pot luck, and Josh's dirty messages ( Read more... )

So. Wow. A lot happend today. I don't really know if I wanna go into it in detail.

But Josh lied to me, and went to a nudist colony. Its not like I really ( Read more... )

I miss the old Josh.

I miss that Josh that would stare at me, and then when I asked him what ( Read more... )

Please please please let me know if you have one of these CDs, and wouldn't mind me burning a copy of it, or you can burn it for me. I am in desprate need of them! Thank you so much ( Read more... )

Wow! It's been forever since I've been here. I have one purpose ( Read more... )