I'm feeling really down right now...like really down. Lately, I've found myself feeling really good about some things in my life, but the one thing that I am usually happy about is causing my disappointment. I hate feeling like this. I wish something else was causing my discontent, because the thing that is, generally is the place I go to when I'm ( Read more... )

Give a big thank you to Christine and Eric. After the way this week started and my little emo fit, I really needed to talk it out with someone. And I had two someones today. So thanks.

Is it possible to be in a rut? Seriously. Today was my second weekday since leaving Wakefern, but my first day alone. I did things, but I was chronically bored. I sat in my basement for most of today, smoking. There was just nothing to do. I wrote a tiny paper, I got an oil change, went to Best Buy, started dinner, did two loads of laundry ( Read more... )

It has been months since I've written anything here. Mainly, because my computer was very broken. Now thinking about it, I tend to only make entries when things aren't looking that great...this is one of those entries ( Read more... )

Last night, I made in cash more than most college kids make per paycheck.

:)

I got a new job today. I need to figure out how to get there by Friday. I need to get fill out a new hire packet and get drug testing info. I'm going to be so exhausted, once I start. It's like 20 hours a week, plus one weekend a month. But the money is great. So I'm excited, as a whole ( Read more... )

So, Mike hates Patrck Dempsey. It's because, apparently, he's jealous. I don;t know, I just know he hates him. But oh man, I realized how crazy jealous I am! Like I hate every girl who talks to him, except blood relatives and his friend Jess ( Read more... )

I have a slight problem.  The beginning of just about every semester, I start having aniexty attacks, every semester except the first one ( Read more... )

It has been quite some time since my last update.  I'll make it brief and general, mainly because I have reading to do and I'm a little sleepy ( Read more... )

So, things have been pretty interesting lately ( Read more... )