..... but i'm back and ready to do some serious blogging!

so xmas came and went, it was actually really boring this year, must be cause i'm getting older it kind of loses the excitment of it all.  It Kind of loses it's appeal after the age you find out santa aint real, well i think so!

New year's eve lol ah you gotta love it! went out with my big ( Read more... )

Thought i would update on the situation:

well i now realise so what if i choose not to meet my dad it's my own choice and if people think i'm making a mistake then let it be mine to make dont try and stop me from doing what feels right to me!

My mum said that he's coming up to scotland again sometime but letting us all know first and if i wanted to ( Read more... )

well yesterday not so good!

i was meant to go meet my dad for the first time in like ever, cause he left when i was 2 yrs old and i haven't seen him since - obviously. I mean my sioster came round and just said it so casually not understanding how big a deal this actually was for me cause i didn't even know if i wanted to meet him yet!

i impulsevly ( Read more... )

I decided what i wrote in the other entries was just really crap basically! so i decided to start a freash and make new entries so here goes:

i had a good day yesterday, spent it with ashlee and we had such a good laugh walked about all the places we used to hang about and just really talking of old memories and at the same time making new ones.

We ( Read more... )