I've never been in so much pain in my entire life.
I also never thought that this would happen to me..
at least i've got the love and support of my family and boyfriend,
he really came through today. He had the right things to say.

ALOT has been going on lately.
and it freakin sucks.
i mostly right in my real life journal..
cause the shit i really write about you won't give 2 shits about..
or it would probably scare you.
anyways..

i miss alot of people.
i need to go to Elsinore soon.
really..

All of a sudden, I'm scared?
I feel like I love him more than he loves me.
and it gives me a nervous feeling in my stomach.

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I am truly, genuinely happy. This is only the beginning.

To Do list.
-Find a second job.
-Move out.
-Get a "newer" car.
-Keep this amazing relationship between me and Travis going.

I am so happy with myself that I have finally over come some stupid shit, and also developed myself into a better person. I feel that I have accomplished so much.