Wow, this has been a really interesting read.  I didn't realize that I am so fucking hilarious.

I'm not sure what it is but every John Hughes film I've ever seen resonates with me in a way that no other movies ever have, especially "Pretty In Pink".  Perhaps inside I'm an angst-ridden teenager stuck in 1984.  Who knows.  One thing I do know is that I'm going to eat some Fritos.  The end.

i doubt myself far too much.  it's annoying and almost embarrassing to realize that the reason why i don't succeed in a lot of areas in my life is solely because i undermine myself.  i know instinctively what situations are right and wrong but crafting an appropriate response to those is very hard for me.  it's like i'm looking through a window ( Read more... )

have you ever found yourself doing something over and over, hoping against hope that it will turn out different, even though you know there's no chance in hell it could ever be anything but what it is right now?  i do that every fucking day of my life.   i get sucked into certain situations and lose sight of reality.  i put on my defective rose- ( Read more... )

we got the house we were looking at!  yay! 

hi.  i am still alive.  yay.  i know i suck ass at updating but you know, not having a computer kind of cramps that whole "update-every-5-minutes" kind of thing.  as some of you may have guessed, i am now a mama to two babies.  <3  sara rose ava haycraft was born on october 15th, 2007 at 4:53am.  she was 7 lbs 12 oz and 19 1/2 inches long.  my ( Read more... )

i have another doctor's appointment on june 12th.  it's just a regular one... mostly to monitor my vitals, hear the baby's heartbeat, etc.  i love having them, though, because it's reassurance that my little one is doing ok.  i'm getting bigger and kind of sore from my belly stretching, but overall i feel good.

for those who have asked, i am due ( Read more... )

I'M HAVING A LITTLE GIRL! 

how does one prepare for a long distance move?  i feel like i have a million loose ends to tie up and they're all flapping around in the wind and i can't catch them; it's driving me nuts!  kenny & i have finalized the apartment paperwork.  all i have left to do there is to overnight the deposit to the manager.  next on my list is looking for a u- ( Read more... )

i'm moving to san diego on march 3rd!