wow so its been like forever since ive updated. not much has been goin on. school and work and all that good stuff. FUN. im takin a 15 credit semester and workin everyday at the daycaree. lets just say im always tired and by friday i just feel sick and sleep all night. me and my hubby are good. i love him dearly. hes the best thing that has ever ( Read more... )

so my birthday came and gone. it was alright. it was a quiet one. jake got me the most beautiful ring. everyone that sees it thinks were engaged now cause its a diamond ring and i wear it on my left ring finger. but we're not. his birthday came and gone as well. hes now 18. hes goin to a strip club tonight with his friends. tell me if im over ( Read more... )

i got my hair chopped off. it was such an impulsive thing to do. went shoppin with katie this morning and then we were back at her house and i was just like lets cut my hair. she couldnt find her razor or scissors so we went to hair cuttery and she told them how to cut it. it is now at the top of my shoulders. i musta gotten at least 5-6 inches off ( Read more... )

so the first week he was gone was hard as shit, we barely talked cause he was always so busy. we fought a lot because i felt like he didnt care. i saw him last sunday for a little then monday night he came and slept over so he could work for his old boss on tuesday. and then thursday he surprised me and was at my house when i got off work even tho ( Read more... )

he left last night. blower. his friend joe was there all day with him so i just hung out with his stepmom and little sister. we talked about how boys are stupid. especially him for leaving me. apparently he used to talk about how much he hated it there. so why move back? i dont get it. oh well. we said good bye like it was nothing. i mean yea i ( Read more... )

home from the beach. the love of my life is moving away on monday. this weekend is going to suck. leave me love. im gonna need it to get through the next week or two.

tonight is the viewing. jake refuses to go with me. the one time i REALLY need him there with me. and hes moving sometime next week. i still dont kno when exactly but hopefully after the beach. and hes already got sooo many girls callin him. this week SUCKS>

this has been the worst week ever. first off with chris dying. then startin a new job where im so tired afterwards i could skip eating (which is my like fave thing to do) to sleep. then the love of my life telling me hes moving sooner then soon like its no big deal. hes moving sometime after we get back from the beach...that means the end of next ( Read more... )

my best friends brother passed away June 26 2005. he died in a motorcycle accident in Olney. i was really close with him a year or two ago and was used to seeing his crazy ass self all the time at kellys. its a shock. it still hasnt set in yet. its not real...

so the beach was awesome. half the time was spent bickering with jake. we fought alot. we both thought that we were ignoring each other and didnt want the other person to be there. i think it was mostly because for the first time i didnt just wanna tag along to do what he wanted to do. i went to the beach with 2 of his friends without him cause i ( Read more... )