Here is my annual update to add another year to my livejournal calendar (I think this makes 12). I don't believe I will ever be able to write like I did in this journal ever again, which isn't entirely a bad thing. I also just noticed that my tumblr, where I do my "blogging" now (and it can hardly be considered that at all as there's no writing ( Read more... )

fuck fuck fuck. life crisis at 2 am. fuck. sleep it off. i'm sure i can sleep it off (i can't). also, can't believe this fucking site still exists. pardon my language. blame new jersey.

I am a dental assistant now. Who saw that coming? I hate the dentist and I am terribly squeamish. It's interesting enough but it doesn't pay well and the atmosphere is pretty negative. I look forward to quitting every day, but as of now that is not a scheduled event. I finished my personal statement, with a lot of frustration and help, and am ( Read more... )

I am writing a personal statement for college ( Read more... )

For the first time in my life I am sleeping on top of one sheet and below another. I got a new lamp. I feel like an adult.

As of tomorrow, my livejournal calendar will have TEN different years for me to click on. 2002-2011. Holy shit. Where the fuck do all my days go?! Maybe I'll resolve to write more in 2011. Maybe I won't. I'm not big on commitment. Hope that anyone reading this has a happy and healthy new years eve and, if it's your style, that you get as black-out ( Read more... )

I will always prefer being naive over being cynical.
I will always assume the best in people, even after proof to the contrary.
I will always be the one that is hurt in the end.

Le Reina ( Read more... )

I miss pouring my heart out to the semi-anonymous internet. I shouldn't have waited so long in between. Now I feel like I can't say anything without some sort of explanation first, and the last thing I feel like doing is justifying how I feel. I will say that I am having a hard time right now, which is what always leads me back to livejournal. I ( Read more... )

What a feeling I'm having right now! I've been really feeling the In Motion album by Copeland recently. This album is always a powerful reminder of a certain time in my life, and this reminder prompted me to look back in this very journal for an entry about the time I attended a Copeland show. I wanted to remember as much as possible about it ( Read more... )