Well just apdating my journal which i havnt done in awhile. Things are pretty shitty right now probation, out of a job. Sick, and its fucking brick out, I cut my hair too it feels all weird having short hair but w/e shit happens well im out peace.

She seems dressed in all the rings
Of past fatalaties
So fragile yet so
devious
She continues to see it
Climatic hands that press
Her temples
and my chest
Enter the night that she came home
Forever

Oh (She's
the only one that makes me sad)

She is everything and more
The solemn
hypnotic
My Dahlia bathed in posession
She is home to me

I get ( Read more... )

Missing someone gets easier every day because even though it's one day further from the last time you saw each other, it's one day closer to the next time you will. - to my love

re entered myself into sparc, searching for a job put in a bunch of applications, i got to hear from shannon and i miss her so god damn much been awake for a day and half now still awake well thats about it

i love julia enough to fill up the encyclopidiax999999999999999999999999 with "im gonna die!"

Yeah been back a week now. Was in Schenectady county for robbery which i didnt even do :-/ living at the grandparents in Albany now and i just got my own computer here. Bored as fuck gettin the car on the road proably by wensday or thursday which im pretty excited about cause my dads gonna help me out with everything. Starting back up at colonie ( Read more... )

Evening minuetto in a castle by the sea
A jewel more radiant than the
moon
Lowered Her mask to me
The sublimest creature the Gods, full of
fire
Would marvel at making their Queen
Infusing the air with Her fragrant
desire
And my heart reeled with grave poetry....

From grace I fell in
love with Her
Scent and feline lure
And jade woodland eyes that ushered ( Read more... )

Saw shanon she came ova today shit happened today re fractured the knucle punchin a wall i really miss her alot and want her to be okay idk i feel like shit and im quiti everything

Got a Fucking job fuck it got a bunch of shit stolen, ive gotten a bunch of tips got a job at valvaline as it turns out im stayin home movin into a partment in about 2 weeks got a car that i bought from eric went to nyc bored as a fuck so i updated this shit and i have to sleep for work in the morn peace out

Tired at the same not this summer is going to be awsome! I got to spend today with yt and tommarrow im gonna see allyssa,yt and jess and just chizill anyways everrythings been ok i feel much better than earlier i got to tlk to my love. Mad bored been cleanin all night just unpackin and gettin my room in order. Updated my webshots and ill keep on ( Read more... )