something's changed ( Read more... )

i have been out of commission for some times. well, a week. (has it only been a week? i'm still getting used to this.) i have to clean up/straighten up/get rid of various amounts of crap before i go to nicaragua. i have to see those friends that i haven't seen in a while. i have to remember to not get so lazy i have to remember not to eat so ( Read more... )

mom woke me up just before ten. i'd told her to make sure i was awake before it wasn't morning anymore.

the giants won yesterday. i sat between dad and doug and it was like i'd never left home. but in a good way. a really good way.

there is a christmas tree behind me, lying on the floor, waiting to be uprighhted and lit.

it's good to be home

the appeal was approved.
i can continue as a part time student and finish my senior project over the course of the next semester.

i could spend my time reflecting now, but over what?
it's all still too near.
how can i reflect when i am what needs reflecting?

no, there must be time first.

time, now that's something i've got.

alright. i'm going to say this once without bursting into tears or shaking my head and exclaiming 'i don't know ( Read more... )

why must certain hormonal shifts be so directly linked to certain hormonal urges ( Read more... )

it is interesting the way livejournal now has this quick update thing. strange though. like everything else in life, it must be fast fast fast. like gogurt ( Read more... )

i wonder sometimes about my doubt in the Greater Scheme of Things ( Read more... )

how much do i wish i were sitting next to my dad in section 334 right now ( Read more... )

it is hard not to smile and bounce around when run around is on.
bouncebouncebounce.
i cannot be a disappointment if i don't even try.
sound familiar?
i didn't mean to imitate so much.
be careful what you wish for.
this is hard.
i am going to try this again.
bouncebouncebounce