i have turned nocturnal ( Read more... )

am i really this strong ( Read more... )

here is this thing ( Read more... )

the party was a success. everyone was fantastic. i can't believe that i know these people. they're going to make it one day ( Read more... )

there is a nicaragua project party in manor tonight ( Read more... )

sometimes there is this frightening sense that i have somehow slept myself into another dimension. like alice trapped on one side of the mirror ( Read more... )

i'm going to try not to be cryptic this time. or angry. or depressed. i'm going to try to be calm and receptive and relaxed ( Read more... )

don't underestimate me.
or else you'll see what's what.
and i'm pretty sure that isn't what you want.
but if you aren't careful you will be the one left out.

i am way too tired for this shit.
yesterday i was so happy and energized even though i was tired.

now i'm just tired.

i'm going to grab some coffee.

this was pointless.

dear self,
thank you for being happy for no good reason today. i appreciate it more than words can express. perhaps you'll accept the high energy leaping i managed to pull off in jean's class this morning.

love,
elizabeth