you know that feeling? when u find something out about ur best friend that was kept hidden from you. yeah that sick feeling in the pit of ur stomach. i hava had that 2 times this week. finding out my best friend has been cutting still but on her legs to keep them hidden was bad... but not as bad as when my friend said she was a wrist banger. only ( Read more... )

ah.... i ate so much good food just now... yummm... well i had a funeral on wensday and it was my uncke who was black. im not rascist at all, but all those stereo types about black people in church and what not. was so true! they were dancing and praying and it was great... and at the recpetion afterawrds, they all brought a lot of fried chicken. ( Read more... )

so, i filled out the sxchange student program pre app thing so it will be coming to my house! yay! and ahhh im so very stressed ( Read more... )

dude, so like my best friend is all having this thing at her house cuz her mom aint there and her sister is spending the night at her boyfriends and they are having a party like thing. i wish i could have a slumber party with a guy i liked. but i dont like anyone. people (well guys) around here suck ass... both physically and personality wise. ( Read more... )

uhm..... im figgen bored to death...... i wish i had more friends... and i wish i could get ahold of my mom... fuckin shit. sigh

well... interesting enough im not too upset. i was about to go on a date with this guy ryann. i have been in love with him since 8th grade, when he moved here (im now in 10th). everything was great, we were suppose to go to the movies friday (13th) and play air hockey and see a movie. then last night while i was bleaching my hair AGAIN, he called ( Read more... )

holy shit... Rick James died. im all sad. i loved rick. he was great. my hair is even uglier green since i went swimming with joey and scott and heather and ashley. im so fuckin happy tho because my drivers ed papers came in the mail.... yay! my dads gettin me a car for christmas since he didnt get me anything for my birthday for the past 3 years. ( Read more... )

so i have been making alot of money lately... but like i promised my brother i will go to the store and let him buy a bunch of new stuff for school, since he is starting middle school.... i just dyed my hair blue... but it faded to an ugly green.... so i have to do it agian... the bleach didnt work very well... well, i have to go...

so... im at the place were i babysit. im tired. last night me and me friend partied because her mom was in jail, so she wouldnt be coming home and her sister was spending the night at her boyfriends so we had the house to our selves and partied... god my head hurts

so, i havent been on lately.. my stupid computer got a virus. my best friends mom just got put in jail... AGIAN.. this is the 3rd time this month, so now while i go to work and go to my dads house, i have to stay at my friends becasue she cant be at her house alone... so im so exhausted. i wish i could leave. i got real excited becasue my mom said ( Read more... )