some new little song some sad story to tell of a brief love affair with a girl i compare to you and she failed you said you dont want me to beg then said get down on your knees cause you know that i would if itd do any good satifying your needs and i know all about those things we cannot speak and just so yuo know well they dont bother me so you ( Read more... )

im sexaully frustrated. justin just wacks off all the time at like 5 in the morning and doesnt pay any nevermind to me. he must not think that i have needs too. wtf, maybe he just likes fucking his computer more. it hurts me to say that im moving back to my moms. i cant take how much im takin for granted by him. idk what to think of this dull ( Read more... )

well since i was homeless for a brief period of a week this week sucked. actually no it didnt because fourth of july kicked ass for me. i went to the punk house with carl liz and rob and carl had wine and he split it and we smoked and drank beer. i got really really drunk and i had a great time the bands were good as hell and yeah! then friday i ( Read more... )

well i had work then i got paid and spent all of it already :X HA iburn holes in my pockets ( Read more... )

i want a sleeve on my left arm of a cherry blossom treee growing up my upper arm and shoulder on my lower arm im going to have my koi fishy on my lower arm and make a nice scene of clouds in the background with slight blue and white clouds, no blacklines though. its going to hurt but be beautiful :) going to be EXPENSIVE!! but i'll love it forever ( Read more... )

i have work today. im hung over to wazoo. i left my brand new pair of flip flops at ashleys house. her dad prolly shot them.

this drunk old lady kept asking me for cigarettes and i obliged in my dumb stupor.

liquor before beer did not apply last night for me :/

i had a good time with my pal Kry and Cry

:)

i got really drunk the other night with justin bill and dan. i went home sorta early and i fell asleep. i wake up to dans face in my grill and i started calling him dave lol. then justin fell asleep and me and dan stayed up to watch natural born killers. it was good mega good. kinda freaked me out but i liked it. then i had to go to work all ( Read more... )

vodka makes me sick and puke

:(

everytime

today was okay i guess. i scraped my bowl outside and smoked in the grass under the sun ( Read more... )

i prefer this house with paintings on the walls ( Read more... )