its not even worth it.

I dont know why i even bother. I cannot make anyone happy. myself included.

I wish I could just make you turn around
Turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you
So many reasons why
You're the only one who really knew me at all

I hate that this hurts as much as it does. and I don't know how to make it stop

All I want to hear is that
You're not mine
You're not mine

I don't know how people do it. It must be nice to get everything you want.

People are never satisfied. We always want what we cant have.

I keep making the same mistakes.
And I don't know how to change that...

What gives?

"You have become the very thing you set out to destroy. Trading evil for evil. Hatred is turning you to stone."

so I think I know too many people ( Read more... )

OH NO. remember when i went though that phase in life where i loved Bright Eyes and saves the day and saddle creek records and anything else sappy and great but really depressing ( Read more... )

ahh this day is not going by fast enough ( Read more... )

Im pretty sure no one really reads this anymore, but I feel like writing in here anyway, even if its just for myself ( Read more... )

Im such a creeper! DAH
my social anxiety is getting worse again!
i feel illlll

Today must be a monday.