i havent written in this thing in ages ( Read more... )

ok so i think the only time i really write in this thing is when im in some type of boy problem and honestly no one knows i have this account so its like i can just writ and write...ok so anyways i met this guy chris and i can think of a million reasons why i dont want to be with with him but its like evry time im around him all i want to do is ( Read more... )

so hmm where to start on my epic tale of all the shit i have been up to..anyways this past weekend has been weird (awkward) anywho my exs have been coming outta the woodwork like my ex rocky (isnt that horrid i dated a guy named rocky) from mandarin called me up and took me out for an evening quite nice (almost had sex which is totally horrid) god ( Read more... )

youve gotten your wish im dead...dead to you and time cant ever be turned back for me...even the attempts on your part worsened the situation...IT WAS NEVER ABOUT YOU!! tell your dad hello and i hope everything turns out ok....u know they say your pain is taken away the moment u die and i hope it is true because this bullet is in the gun and not my ( Read more... )

i feel sick, my head is spinning i cant stop crying...is this because of you or is it another disease....i want you to hold me, when youre here you feel far away....nothing makes me happy i wander around the shops but the remembrance of you is here i need to find a new place to call home i need to find a new place to call my own.....everyone ( Read more... )

ok so again i have been very busy with school, friends, and work, and the most important my boyfriend. oh btw i went to fuel last night for a acoustic sets they had et and a bnch of other locals and this girl was so awesome but anyways she brought up hurricane katrina and i hate getting political but please research the charities that you may want ( Read more... )

ok so im in a rut like i am in love with the guy i am dating (keyword dating) now all of a sudden i have this new guy who is falling head over heals for me and i cant take this and his friend is upset because he likes me to and now i am completely stuck for who i want...noone i cant take having a boyfriend right now i am too busy and i still kinda ( Read more... )

ok well everything between me and adam...so not good...but SCOTTIE KISSED ME LAST NIGHT...hooray!! ok welll actually i think i kissed or got kissed by everyone (we were at the hookah lounge it was HAWT!!) oh well then my mom woke up when we got to my house and acted all bitchy which at first i thought was fucked up ut then it really wasnt she just ( Read more... )

ok so a couple days ago i was thinking about stuff and who came ot my "aid" ian ok so he ims me and we end up talking and then hes like lets go talk somewhere...i cant believe i lied again i mean honestly i need to quit maybe thats what he meant i dont love him and i never did i think i just want him to love me....besides everything between me and ( Read more... )

i am a girl that will love you for who you are not what you are ( Read more... )