01. what did you do in 2006 that you'd never done before: worked fulltime
02. did you keep your new years' resolutions and will you make more for next year: no, and i wont make more really.
03. did anyone close to you give birth: NOT YET, few more weeks
04. did anyone close to you die: yes, my granfather, painful for all of us
05. what countries ( Read more... )

Hey.....haven't been here in a loooong time.....I haven't been on Lj period for a while.....but I'm trying to change that....Alot has changed since the last time I updated...i have a boyfriend..and i'm for the most part happy! I don get pissed off sometimes by him...(like right now at this very moment)...but I'm pretty beyond positive I'm in love ( Read more... )

I am stressing out so much. I hate being afraid. It takes so much out of me...

I need something that'll take my mind of things. Off this. Off life. Off him. God I hate being so fucking paranoid! But I suppose it is what's kept me alive this long.

I just don't want to deal with any more shit today.

God I am tweaking out so much.

EDIT:If you ( Read more... )

So I wore an orange shirt, orange shoes, and orange make-up. My orange shirt was old navy... so I took my orange DUCT TAPE and wrote
Self Injury Awareness Day
Operation Orange
on it... and other people wanted some.... erm I think 7 people were walking around with the duct tape thing on. And teachers and friends and other people kept asking me about ( Read more... )

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I think I'm ready to let go.
I honestly mean it this time. No more cutting, no more.
Today is 2 months without cutting. And I know I can make it much longer.
I can't believe I've made it... I'm better. And I didn't need god damn ( Read more... )

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