Feb 22, 2006 00:08
Once again...all previous entries deleted. That wasn't my life anymore. Why is it that change happens so slowly that you don't notice it until your life is drastically changed and it seems like nothing is the same.
Its a disgusting feeling when you realize your not as important in people's lives as they are in yours.
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it's more depressing for me.
& hopeless.
friendless.
i sound so lame.
but i need something.
someone maybe.
& this time not a guy.
THIS SUCKS SO BAD & NO ONE UNDERSTANDS.
sorry about that.
i just don't know anymore.
& it struck me extremely ironic that when i wrote certain things in my journal at home, you commented on myspace.
maybe it's what i need.
but i can't get myself up to go through with reconnecting friendships.
something that came & was way too easy for me, is now unbelievably hard.
i dontknow what's tha matter with me.
im gonna stop now.
sorry if i burdened u too.
it's all i seem to do.
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