so about 3 years later I find myself back on this little shin dig of a website. Well im here to pour out some thoughts. Im in Meridian Idaho, a city much like murrieta. I can never tell if im Happy or if im sad. I guess it depends on what side of the bed I wake up on. Im fucking up. Im fucking up real hard. I owe My mother gobs and gobs of money. ( Read more... )

Yeah thats right. Fuck women. They are pathetic lame excuses for a human being. The only thing good that comes from a girl is the fact that some are hot, and you can fuck them other then that they are all fucking sluts. Im done.

Thank you for your time

I Have found a very very beautiful girl. She goes by the name of Alex Lopez. I think this girls is amazing and i havnt seen her since this morning and im bumming. She is far to cool. She loves hanging out with me. And i love to hang out with her. I hope something sparks i really do. This girl is a split image of my personality. FUCK. she tight as

At the moment i am very high. I am smoking weed with my friends Kyle, Sam and Matt. Fuck im high. It definatley a great way to start a morning. Kyle just tore off his toenail. and at the moment im listening to Danger Doom. Hip hop at its best. well FUCK im high. Ill have to get back to you on this one cause im just fucking high. FUck

Well Its a week or so till valintines day. And it had been quite a few days since ive updated this. The days have been long and things are getting a bit more harder than usual. I have been quite home sick the past few days. I just havent felt good about any thing with a bitter outcome of life. I feel as though im not going to make it. Its almost ( Read more... )

im back on lj. it feels good to let out my feelings once agian in a fine emotional matter. So lets sum up the last month in a half. Got back smoke alot of weed and sat on my fat ass allday. Stayed at matts for a week then went to my grandperents house. Then im going to partys getting drunk and high and just never coming home. thats when my ( Read more... )

Well it seems everything has finally caught its way up to me. Im moving to idaho in less than 20 days. I have plans to come back but i dont know if its gonna work. None of my close friends have a live journal so they are not going to see that. This is what hurts the most. I cant see sophie after this. I Felt that i have gotten pretty close to her, ( Read more... )

Im good to go, and im going nowhere fast. It could be worse, it could be taking you there with me. Im good to go, but it looks like im still on my own. Im good to go for something golden. Though the motions ive been going through have failed and im coasting on the potential towards a wall at 100 miles an hour. When I say two more weeks My foot is ( Read more... )

Man Last night was a trip. Sophie and dane are in a fight cause dane wants to go out with sophie but sophie doesnt want to go out with dane. But hey whatever. IM FUCKING LOSING WIEGHT. and im pumped. But anyways, last night hung out with sophie brett, kevin, shelby, jason, and sam. Played some starwars monopoly, and a very gay and i literally mean ( Read more... )

this weekend was a very weird weekend. THursday I saw star wars it was amazing. the next night i Played Star Wars Monopoly with shelby, kevin, sam and the all famous sophie. that night i took 4 sleeping pills....Worst night of my live. I was out of it for ever. It even made me sick. The next day was just a blur. I have no clue what happend. The ( Read more... )