every time i get that gut wrenching, heavy weight on my chest feeling..
like something bad is about to happen.  it usually does..
and every time i predict it perfectly! and it just sucks
cause it usually means i have to let go of something
and not be stubborn about it or hurt by it :/

i don't know how much i can use my comp anymore (i'm not using it now)
my step-dad is clearing stuff off to make it faster

bah g2g

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