Wow, things have REALLY changed. I was pregnant, unfortunately, i lost my baby... on April 12th. I am not sure why my innocent little one was taken, but sadly it was. I was 3 months along, its the hardest thing i have EVER been through. :( It really is still painful, every time i see a little baby, or see something baby, or just little small ( Read more... )

and find some beautiful place to get lost ( Read more... )

youre trying too hard to be my friend ( Read more... )

Damn, i havent posted an entry in a long long time. things have changed. so much. ive dated people. been drunk past recollection. tried different things. ive been living my life. im happy with where i am right now. everything is working out for the best. i couldnt be any happpier than i am right now. I work most of the time, or im at mott college. ( Read more... )

so, its been a long time since ive updated. i got hurt by a boy. that lasted for 5 weeks. it wasnt a relationship. it was just a flirty time. but anyways. that ended like a week before valentines day. whatever. me and him are friends and its cool. much better this way. well lately. ive told myself, i dont want to put my heart on my sleeve for a ( Read more... )

Ugh. so ive liked this guy, for around 5 weeks ( Read more... )

**Im reading your note over again ( Read more... )

ohmygosh ( Read more... )

oh man. i am just confused.
i dont know what i am going to do.

my mind and my heart are two very
different places. and currently
they are fighting the biggest battle
my body has ever had to deal with.

<3

:[

so, i went to see senses fail, saosin, and bleeding though ( Read more... )