so i am stressed for reasons. that no one needs to ( Read more... )

what am i doing wrong ( Read more... )

"and will be alone when you say it's alright ( Read more... )

So yesterday, i went to to Angels and Airwaves + The Sounds concert with my bff, his gf stephanie and mark. 
we had an amazing ride up there. mark and i were waving at boys. who had a dry erase board and tried to give me their number. 
it said "be a flirt, lift your shirt" it was amazing. haha we had a ton of fun. plus we all had Qdoba and XXL ( Read more... )

fuck.

thats it. =[

oh man. i just dont know what to do anymore. there is a lot that is bothering me, and i cant seem to get it off my chest. its really frustrating. and no one seems to understand. i have been really happy for a while now. college is good. very fun. i love it. its really nice to grow up, and get away from the highschool drama. i really enjoy meeting ( Read more... )

i am a little stressed out, but i am trying to keep my head up. lately i just feel like giving up on everything. this time when i came home from up north. i honestly, i didnt miss anyone, or want to come home to anyone. sure there were a few people who i did miss. but just i dont know. maybe i am being a bit selfish. school starts on september 5th ( Read more... )

ah. i havent been home much in 5 days.[except for maybe a hour or less.] its crazy.i was supposed to go canoeing with rachel today. but my parents decided that '"ive been out too much and i need to help around the house'" so i am at home and seriously, all i had to do was vaccum. [wow, that was really necessary to make me stay home for that] how ( Read more... )

i find myself obessed with this stupid thing again.
yet i told myself in like october, i was done.
dang i suck.. well it makes me feel better. 
so gay to say that. but it does. haha.
cause its MINE. my own personal space.
so if i offend you. it isnt my problem you were reading it.
i havent really been home the past 3 days.
i spent them with danika, ( Read more... )

I dont really know if anyone reads this,
or bothers to care. but it really
helps me sometimes just to get things out.
i just. i want things to be right.
everytime i think i make the right choice.
another voice in my head tells me;
"no,that was wrong, sarah you suck."
and i hate that i second guess myself.
i dont know what to do anymore. there is
so much ( Read more... )