how i feel about friday the 13th

[xlovelyxcantox]

I can only remember 3.
Once I was dumped, the other time I had a STEM meet, and the most recent one was prom.

Today I thought I wasn't going to go on this years STEM trip, then thought I was, then thought I wasn't. Now I think I am. I went to the hematologist today. Who also happens to be my friends dad. It felt kind of weird giving him the whole

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[hbft90poo]

claire! i don't always know what to say but i really like your posts now, i feel like they really convey your feelings. and they're really powerful.
it kind of seems like a lot is happening and you're going through a TON, way more than a lot of your peers, but you seem to kind of have a grip on things. you understand you're scared and it seems like you can deal with it...you might still feel lost-ish but you don't seem as confused and air-yish (oh man i odn't mean this to sound like an insult) but you seem well balanced. grounded enough to handle the situation you're in. i think you're awesome!!

[xlovelyxcantox]

lol nuuu it didnt sound like an insult
i took it as a compliment hahah but

striving for balance woooo