I think I have too many thoughts to update this on a regular basis. Nothing really exciting happens so I never have anything that's really worth mentioning. Plus no one reads this because a) I don't have friends in real life b) I don't even have friends on the internet.

Last night I carved pumpkins with Cody's family. We used those template things ( Read more... )

Today was the family party. I got some cool things:

1. brown shirt, orange/pink sweatshirt, necklace, sensual amber stuff.


2. silver bracelet


3. iTunes giftcard


4. and my parents gave me a Hello Kitty lunch box

The food was good, but I didn't eat much. I did over do it on the ice cream cake though.. My family also didn't really help today. I had to ( Read more... )

" One two three,
Counting out the signs we see
The tall buildings
Fading in the distance
Only dots on a map
Four five six
The two of us a perfect fit
You’re all mine all mine

And all I can say
Is you blow me away

Like an apple on a tree
Hiding out behind the leaves
I was difficult to reach
But you picked me
Like a shell upon a beach
Just another pretty ( Read more... )

My 50 Confessions

1. Who was the last person to call you baby, babe, etc.?
Nick, 4 weeks ago.

2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?
I usually try to unless we're in a big hurry.

3. If you had to kiss the last person you kissed, would you?
Yes.

4. Has someone ever sang a song to you?
Oh yes.

5. Do you play Sudoku?
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LIVING ARRANGEMENT?
I live with my family.

WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
The Tenth Circle by Jodi Picoult.

FAVORITE MAGAZINES?
Hmm I read JANE, Seventeen, In Style, and Teen Vogue. Also whatever my mom buys.

FAVORITE SMELLS?
Vanilla. Lemon. Patchouli. Nick. Fresh spring breeze. Rain.

FAVORITE SOUNDS?
Piano. Babies laughing.

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I'm going crazy.
I need to talk to someone other than Craig.
I don't want to hear anymore about his life right now.
It doesn't make me better.


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I thought I was finally okay. Sunday I was okay. Yesterday I wasn't though and now today I'm even worse. Plus I've got that freakin' problem happening again that the doctors don't know what it is. I feel like crap and he's not here this time to hug me and make it go away for a second. He was always there. Ever since this has been going on. He was ( Read more... )

Notice the last entry was posted at 11:11.
Not on purpose.


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