can someone please tell me what the fuck i ever did to deserve the hell i am living?

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i am sick of being mislead ( Read more... )

okay, i fucking hate everything right now. chris is continuing to lead me on and he is moving on and i hate it. i feel like such crap and my heart is crushed right now. there has only been one other time where i have felt this low, and that was when we broke up. i want to cry so bad but i know i can't cause that would be weak and i don't want to be ( Read more... )

okay so here's the deal ( Read more... )

chris and i are over.....this time i think it's for good i hate to think it but......i guess that's the wya it's going to have to be i don't think i have ever hurt this deep over a boy before

god i fucking love him

-beki

well not a lot new...me and summer went to Monterey...it was soooo fun! and i got kicked out with no where to stay, so nikki took me in for the night....i love her!!!if you know of anywhere i could stay let me know!!! :/

-beki

p.s me and chris are ona break but it's not over

well me and chris are back together once again and i am so happy again. Well not much new has occurred except that i stretched my ears...they're still babies(10g) but i will soon be down to a 4g. I got a vegan leather jacket....it's badass. and i got new converses....wow i guess a lot more has changed than i thought had. Umm, post if you know ( Read more... )

well i am single once more ( Read more... )

well i am not single and no, it's not Will. His name is Chris and he is very wonderful and i am delighted to be his girlfriend and i hope he is delighted to be mine boyfriend. lol. i typed it like that on purpose cause im crAzy like that...lol well not much else.....i'll write later and if you are reading this and i have not added you..go for it ( Read more... )