What is it that makes people want to give up on life ? What makes someone lose all hope for a chance at happiness?? Do we all have A breaking point in which we decide that being cold and buried in the ground or scatterd out as dust over some place of significance is better than breathing air and being around people whom care for you no matter how ( Read more... )

Ok, so life just gets worse. The Good news though is that I figured out why my life gets worse and im tring to Fix it. One of My Problems in life is that I escape to a dream world and hide from my problems when they get larger than I am ( Read more... )

Sensible goals,Settling down, WHat am i 40?,damn that was stupid of me to say something like that, it wasnt me talking, it was the sobriety. Im not even 21 for almost another year, i think i have waaay to much partying to get out of my system. Ive found that the more grown up you try to act, the more ignorent you are. THe simple logic behind that ( Read more... )

Have you ever felt as if something was going to determine your future as you have planned it ? Thats the way i feel right now. Drug tests are the tool of the devil. or maybe drugs are?... But either way i need to pass one if not tomorrow then the next day for sure ( Read more... )

Well, LEts See...... its been a couple years, whats happend ( Read more... )

Well My lease is up in june !!!! FUckin A right=) i cant wait to get out of this apartment and away from my roomates bitch dog, and his non-cleaning weird conversation having ass. This also means im at another point in life where i need to decide what to do next. Stability is becoming an issue for me in life, im 18 years old and ive lived in ( Read more... )

Its Funny How UR life as you know it can be Falling apart around you but you talk to that one person and for those minutes your speaking to that person, you forget about all your problems and its like nothing else in the world is more important than the conversation at hand, It Can just be about sumthing as stupid as Fishing,drama,Crazy Dogs, and ( Read more... )

Ok Lets See here, I Got a Job Doing what i said i'd never do again ! landscapeing....blah ( Read more... )

Bad Music,Long Surfboards, and One Piece Bathing Suits::I SMell Another 60's Beach Party Movie:: okay so Tami is telling me how she wants to be like Gidget and that i should rent the movie. Needless to say i havnt gotten around to it yet.... So I have this weird dream last night about my car and Horny women ive never seen before. Then I wake up, ( Read more... )

k where to start, My New Hampshire move got bumped up from 5 months to 4 weeks so im packing like a motherfucker and trying to get my finances in order, My Juliet is having hard times with her X and his new women and im worried about her. Shes so awesome and dosnt need all that shit cuz she deserves the world. but ummmm I can't Believe my family is ( Read more... )