It's amazing that everything is finally coming together. I have Richard, I graduated (yay!), I got money, I got my car, I got my peeps, and I'm fixing to have my apartment. YAY! Richard keeps wanting me to think about a wedding date, but I think I am just going to enjoy him and my life before I start stressing over that. I hope everybody is doing ( Read more... )

Guess what everybody? Jenni is ENGAGED!!!! Scary thought, eh?

Did you ever have a day when your entire universe came crashing down on your shoulders, and you never saw it coming? When your future died without as much as a sigh. When all you can hear are your own screams filling your head, surrounding you and drowning you with every breath you take, and nothing else seems to matter. When everything you have ( Read more... )

I am depressed. I hate holidays. I got off work yesterday and went to the mall with my mom. Ran into so so so many people! I bitched at Ryan for not stopping by to see me when he goes to Corey's. I bitched at John for ignoring me when he first got there. Damn John and his no-phone having self. I bitched at the other Ryan for pinching my leg and ( Read more... )

1. Hot or cold? Cold
2. Beer or liquor? neither
3. Ghosts or aliens? vampires
4. Girls or boys? Boys are evil...
5. Party all night or stay at home? stay at home
6. Vanilla or chocolate? chocolate
7. Granny panties, bikini's, or thongs? bikinis or thongs
8. Sports car or SUV? classic sports car
9. Single or taken? always single...
10. Love or lust?

Christmas shopping... almost done. Everybody but Cindy. I am clueless? Yeah, but it's all good. Ran into John Ellis today.... haven't seen him in forever! Might hang out with him tomorrow.... but I don't know yet. Something about Christmas trees? I am depressed. I feel like crawling in bed and never getting back out. My sister and my nephew should ( Read more... )

Yup... another boring day in the neighborhood. I tried calling Shane but his phone was busy all night long! Damn... it figures. I didn't even try calling Jeremy.... if he can't call me, not worth my effort. I just got out of the shower.... good times. I am white again! Too bad Shane didn't answer his phone... I wanted to hang out. Oh well. I found ( Read more... )

I hate everything. I enjoyed about an hour and a half of sheer happiness... followed by a grand finale.... (which I enjoyed more than anyone will ever know) to come home and have my mom fucking HATE the damn chair that I spent $85 on. Oh well, see if I ever do anything nice for ANYONE EVER AGAIN. Well, besides Shane of course, he's special. But ya ( Read more... )

The wonderful *hack* feeling of being alone. I don't know why I feel so lonely, but I do. My phone rings off the hook, but it's hardly ever anyone I want to talk to. I saw Shane today. Boy, did that bring up some old memories, both good and bad. He called me last night, which was the first time that I've talked to him in a couple of months. Oddly ( Read more... )