and once more i ask... what is with out lives?

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yup thats just about how i feel right now.

i really love that my family and friends think that me being engaged is like a joke. it really makes me feel so wonderful and loved. the confience im gaining from this experience is going to be ever lasting. but u kno what fuck them! im going to prove everybody wrong, and me and joe are gonna be happy together. i kno tha tim young and all that ( Read more... )

tonihgt i started taking my medications again. it will take approximatly one week to show a difference, but hopefull it works sooner. any ways just letting everyone kno.

well im home and la was just about as fun as i expected. basicaly to put it into a nut shell i got drunk last night and cryed in front of aobut 200 people. (give or take a few) it was lovely. i even woke up with a hangover! yay for los angles, its always as exciting and fun as i expect it too be!

so ive come to the conclusion that my ipod was stolen. whatever. theres nothing more i can do about it. well im all packed up and ready to go tho. this weekend will be spent in fucking LA, with my (enitre extended) family. im not too enthuasitac about this but what the fuck ever. i dont have a choice so i might was well make the best out of it. so ( Read more... )

ok so i litterally went throught my ENTIRE room searching for my ipod, and its no where to be foun. i went throught my purse 3 times my can i searched 3 times and then my dad searched my car. i searched all the other cars in my family. i had all my friends search thier cars and houses. i really dont kno where it went. te last thing i remember was ( Read more... )

day two of the ipod search and nothing. i feel so defeated. and my room is a fucking mess, cuz ive overturned like everything in it looking for the damn thing. this sux major ass hole.

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ok so yesterday was a very productive day. i kinda feel like i was so productive yesterday that i dont want to really od anything today. but these are the things im going to try and accomplish today ( Read more... )