ok so far today this is what ive done ( Read more... )

i wish i could fix everybodys problems, but i cant. i try my best to help in any way i can, but sometimes i feel that people dont listen. i kno that i very rarely take good advice, so who am i to say take my advice. i guess its cuz ive experienced so much of the different situations that my friends a re goingthrought, that i feel i kno what im ( Read more... )

ive now taken 2 ambien and have gotten NO, NONE, ZERO, NADA, ZIP FUCKING SLEEEP! i ( Read more... )

ive now taken 2 ambien and have gotten NO, NONE, ZERO, NADA, ZIP FUCKING SLEEEP! i ( Read more... )

today i had to give my ring to the jewler to get it sized, but i wont have it back until wednesday. i miss it. i feel totally naked without it. and ya im just sad. i serriously cryed when i walked away from the store, cuz i missed it alredy. i hate taking it off. it just means so much to me. i dont kno im just wierd.

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i absoultly hate job hunting! thats what yesterday and all of today have been devoted to and well more than likely thats what im going to be doing until i find myself a job. but ya last night i had a really wierd dream.. .i was at the beach playing in the waves (which is so unlike me) but i was having a lot of fun, and the water was really clear. ( Read more... )

well i cant really go into details, cuz there was too much! but to make a very long and wonderful weekend sumed up into one statement... i got engaged. i have a ring and everything! so yes that was me weekend in a nut shell ( Read more... )

tonight is going to be a VERY long night!

today was my last day at party city. it was a long day, but im glad that its over. NEVER AGAIN WILL I BLOW UP A BALLOON!!!! im very happy about that. i went to visit david tonihgt. i was fun. we havnr hung in a few weeks. we ate dinner then went shopping i bought a yeah yeah yeahs dvd. i cant wait to watch it tonight. i found the cutest stripper ( Read more... )