...every once in awhile she shows her face and I want to punch her in it. She isn't buried deep enough.

So Sabrina posted something from Pintrest that is a picture of Disney engagement rings, even I think these rings are pretty. And I think most rings are gaudy ugly things. Not 5 seconds later I see his name on one of my other friend's posts for ( Read more... )

Can't sleep, can't stop thinking about him, don't want to move, don't want to hurt anymore, can't stop any of it ( Read more... )

Excuse me for trying to follow your safety guidelines when it comes to dealing with people online. You told me never to meet with the people who contact me online for items to be picked up alone. So when I ask  you if you know when you will be home tomorrow you don't need to snap my head off because I asked. Also you know damned well Fandango takes ( Read more... )

alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, ( Read more... )

angry, lost, alone, abandoned, scared, hurt, afraid, confused, unknowing, lost, lost, alone, hopeless, lonely, unloveable, unlove, alone.

I started my new art piece in my new sketch book and it's my first art piece of the year. It's one that I am going to take my time on and use to help myself heal. It will be beautiful. I will be proud of it. No one but he and I will know what it means but he will never see it so of those who see it it will only be known to me.

      Dad is doing soundtrack day for his music and when I came out of the shower the version of "Everything I Own" from the movie Band Slam was playing and it ripped at my wounded heart a bit because it says what my heart feels. Oddly enough the band in Band Slam is called "I Can't Go On, I'll Go On" which is also how I feel. I just want to feel ( Read more... )

The other night when I was at my Officer Retreat for my Sorority I got my badge. I was so excited and my first thought was "I FINALLY GOT MY BADGE! I HAVE TO SHOW/TELL BRETT!" Then I remembered I am not even talking to Brett -for my own sake- and it sent such a pang of pain through me, that is a habit I must break. I can't have him be the first ( Read more... )

Brett Anthony Moore, you'll never see this. So this one is for you. I love you. I wish you would love me too but more over I wish I will soon get over you. Becuase I do not wish to bare missing you the way I do.
Bonnie Raitt: "I Can't Make You Love Me"

Turn down the lights, turn down the bed ( Read more... )

I received my first flower from a boy tonight. It was thrown from the upper level of a double decorator bus after I was serenaded and it true fashion of my life it promptly blindsided me across the face and fell to my feet before I knew what hit me. I swear my life would be a romantic comedy if there were any romance in it.

Here is what happened. ( Read more... )