This journal has been the amalgamation of all my sins, fears, tears and tribulations. It has not been an easy or pleasant journey. It's still not, but now the future is bright and I am no longer down in the dark place. I feel as though I have been lifted and given exactly what I've always wanted. Home is where the heart is and my heart is in ( Read more... )

A little tardy but sometimes it's nice to reflect...

1. What did you do in 2015 that you'd never done before?
Gone to Mexico, rescued an animal, practiced true forgiveness.

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions and will you make more for next year?
I'd resolved to work on myself and sadly I got distracted and let that fall by the wayside.

3. Did ( Read more... )

Life.Hard.
People.Annoying.
Me.Tired.

One by one I clean you out.
Making room for living.
Making room for home.
Making room for me.

Why are ppl so fucked up and insecure? Tell me world! TELL MEEE.

Can't sleep. The sun is coming up and i am exhausted but this will be my last day of work. The excitement is palpable! In fact...

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I just don't fucking get it. How can some people go through life so fucking clueless and selfishly fucking with other people's livelihoods without so much as a thought to how it might affect them. Or how people can just go through life not using their fucking brains at all for that matter. Why is it that I need to not only keep these people's ( Read more... )

Just as I was feeling blue and finding myself about to fall into the cycle of despair that is living in this city again, my aunt came by for a surprise visit and took my dad and I out for lunch which somehow turned into a belated birthday excursion for me :).

We also talked alot about our family, future endeavours, shitty people not deserving any ( Read more... )

1. Where were you 1 hour ago?
In my room.

2. Who was your last kiss?
Tom.

3. When is the last time you went to the mall?
In encino w bardia n mel.

4. Are you wearing socks right now?
Never.

5. When was the last time you went out of the province?
Last week to LA n nyc.

6. Have you been to the movies in the last 7 days?
No.

7. What was the last thing you ( Read more... )

#dearme

1. It's always impossible until it's done.
-nelson Mandela

2. Ppl come and go. You will give and you will take but never lose sight of your dreams and never give up who you are.

3. Pain is essential for growth. Feel it, learn to heal from it and growth the fuck up.

4. Have a cup of cement and harden up.

5. Simplicity, patience, compassion... and ( Read more... )