It's been awhile.....This is all i can say. As you can probably tell i've been rather distracted as of late. Trying to find a job when your working 80 or 90 hrs. a week is in and of itself a very stressful all comsumming task. However when something needs to change, and i put my faith in god life has a miraculuos way of taking care of itself...By ( Read more... )

This flipin thing is pissing me off!!! I just posted what i think is a beautiful piece of work and it didn't post the way i wrote it... That is a great pisser. if any one can give me some tips on how to seperate one line from the next that would be awesome. On that piece i hit the return button every time i started a new line and hit the don't auto ( Read more... )

Hello all!!!!! It has been quite a while since I've posted, and yes I realize that most of ya'll didn't miss a beat over that, but, I'm still kicking, breathing, living life on life's terms, and, being your regular pain in the ass....HA ( Read more... )

I don't know whether to be excited or terrified of the coming year....Last year ended on such a sour note, and i'am still trying to pick myself up from that. As they say this too shall pass, but it never seems quick enough when your in the throughs of turmoile. Check the spelling but i really don't give a shit. One day at a time, i know these ( Read more... )

They say, "The mind is a terrible thing to waste." I am a creature of habit! And once the creature is unleashed Twisted are the thoughts that congeal and ferment The aloneness of Isolation consumes me and all of the waking thoughts much more later

I've been grasping at straws to find something postive to say....Up till now there hasn't been much..Woke up late for work, yet again. Upon waking, I learned that my Grand mother had passed away. Sounds so Goddamned positive so far RIGHT. Well we are at this point trying to figure out how we're getting back to the Dakota's for the funeral...More ( Read more... )

With a Tra LA LA thorn in far good measure.....TRA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA.....AND IF YOU FEEEELLLLL, THAT YOU CAN'T GO ON......LA LA LA LA AND YOUR WILL SINKIN' LOWER LA LA LA LA JUST BELIEVE AND YOU'LL FIND THE ROSE LA LA LALALALA LA LA LA LALALLALALALALALALALALA and other assorted blather...TRA LA LA TRA LA LA LLAAAAAAAAA LIGHT LIGHT LIGHT IN ( Read more... )

Hello, fan and foe alike.. It has been several days since i last posted. The more things change, life is good ,but my program is not. I've been struggling with a sponser, who is to busy for my, selfish wants, and needs. Two years ago, my wife, and I packed up our worldly possessions, and moved to Beverly.....Akron Ohio.... that is. I thought "great ( Read more... )

Hello to all it's been way too long since i've had a chance to sit in front of the key-board. My job takes me away from all the things i hold so near to my heart. My Program(which by the way, goes where ever I go!!!)My wife(whom I would love to have with me)My children(God bless their souls who are 12 & 10 and full of piss and vinegar)My friends( ( Read more... )

Today I Am Celebrating my 16th yr. Clean, and there is nothing that I will do differently. I'm a creature of habit, thus one of many messed up rationales for using. I Look at everyday in the same light, this could be my last day on this earth, and thats okay.. As long as I don't get confused about whose in charge (Higher Power) I'll be alright... A ( Read more... )