so i havent written in such a long time..why i dont know.but now i am..me and zack are still going strong..i love him soo much..um..i made two new friends.who i love em and jel..i knew them for years but just really got close to them..i got accept to holy family, derxel and ccp...which are the three i appiled to..so im happy about that..i get all ( Read more... )

okay so as everyone knows nicole is in the army reserves. and they gave her dvd of her in training..well the back ground song is called bullet and it is just the saddest song..i cry everytime i listen to it and i want other to listen to it b/c it sooo great. its my mat kearney
( bullet )

NICOLE IS COMING HOME FRIDAY...IM SOO EXICTED...SHE HAS BEEN GONE FOR THE WHOLE SUMMER AND I JUST CANT WAIT TO SEE HER....IT SUCKS...BECAUSE ILL BE CAMPING UNTIL SUNDAY..BUT I WILL BE AT HER HOUSE ALL DAY SUNDAY AND MONDAY...I MISS HER SOOOOO MUCH...EHH...I CANT WAIT UNTIL SHES HOME..

i think 9-11 is one of the fucked up things that has ever happened. I hate the ppl who fuckin did this to our country..but i have hard feelings to our country too...i mean bush didnt listen to the fuckin reports that said that there was goibg to be an attack..and it took somthing sooo bad and somethign that killed millions of ppl for us to become ( Read more... )

omg..can u believe it, were seniors! i cant believe that 3 years have gone by. i dont want to leave ftc, i do but i dont want to leave my friends..collage is gonna be soo different..and i wont make any friends..b/c im such a loser..and stuff..i dunno..i just wanna stay this way foreever..


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so my summer sucks..im not doing anything..i have been spending alot of time at my sisters house cuz she broke her toe in two different places so im helping her with the baby and getting around...nicole left today for boot camp..im gonna miss her soo much..were gonn wrtie but its still not the same..kate had her baby today..emma rose..ill put pics ( Read more... )

so schools done..and i thought id be happy, and i am however i am going to miss everyone..i liked the faCT THat i saw my friends everyday, they kept me, me and they kept me happy...i was supposed to get my wisdom teeth pulled today but they didnt pull them..assholes told me that since im gettin all four pulled at once and gettin put to sleep for it ( Read more... )

..so havent had much going on..today i didnt see zack..i wanted him to have his day out with john and nate..and he is..but i really wish i didnt..i miss him so much..and i feel really alone...i haent talked to him since like 1..lol..i went to the zoo today..it was alot of fun..but the whole time i wished zack was there...i think i love himway more ( Read more... )

so latley i have been out of it..well here it is...im am really getting fat...im am dead serious..i hate it..and im trying to hide it soo bad..but i dont know if it is working..i need to do something..i asked my dad for a excrising machine for my b-day and he said he will try but he doesnt know if he has the money..and that fine..but its said..b/c ( Read more... )

( thy best song ever written )