so i never use this thing, but today i needed to update. I have two things two update about, one really good one really bad. I guess i'll start with the good ( Read more... )

I'm trying so hard to keep my head up. Its really really hard. On top of everything ive been going through personally, now i find out that my grandpa only has a few weeks left to live, if that much. The poor man, he must be in so much pain right now. he has like every type of cancer- bone cancer, bladder cancer, prostate, you name it hes got it. ( Read more... )

This new bouncing souls cd is quickly becoming my favorite. The melodies are contagious, and its just so good. A lot of people gripe about when a punk band goes "soft." In this case i have no complaints. Its amazing. Its so much deeper than anything ive heard in a long time, and you can really understand exactly what he feels when he says every ( Read more... )

4th of July sucks. It has become such a typical American holiday (well, i guess that was the point). Its nothing but traffic and commercialism. The fireworks lasted 15 minutes tonight, and by the time we got there we had missed them all ( Read more... )

I feel like im getting so old. Today i went food shopping because my parents arent really around, and i actually enjoyed it. How weird is that? I enjoyed going food shopping. I mean part of it was because im really hungry and theres no food in the house, but i cant deny feeling like i enjoyed it anyway. haha, thats crazy ( Read more... )

Today for Father's Day we went to hard wok buffet (we're a high class family, what can i say), and my fortune cookie read "we are made to persist so that we can find out who we are." I've been repeating that to myself all day, because those words ring so true as of lately. it is a very profound statement, and i kind of think its fate that it fell ( Read more... )

An Open Letter to My Friends ( Read more... )

So last night we watched the bouncing souls dvd, which i have been trying to see for a while. Ive never been so entranced by a documentary before. The thing was over an hour and a half long but it felt like 15 minutes, it was so good. It was so inspiring and like just... perfect. It made me feel so much closer to that band. Theres one thing that ( Read more... )

I havent written in this thing since january. I dont know why im bothering to do so now, but i thought maybe i needed to. Im almost done with school, and the last couple weeks have been really hard. I dont mean that school has been tough, cause im still doing really well, i just mean i have been having a really rough time personally. My anxiety ( Read more... )

I havent written in here in forever, nor do i really want to either, but i came on here cause i felt like saying something ( Read more... )