I was unsure about whether or not I've been making the right decisions with the break up and with the move, but lately it's been painted crystal clear that this is the right thing to do. The man of my dreams hasn't been making the best decisions at all. This just makes me mad because I miss the old him. He's also made no effort to fix things or ( Read more... )

God I hope I did the right thing... If I did, why does it hurt so bad?

maybe i won't go home for the summer. maybe i'll go to chicago...

What a day. I don't know what else to say...

underwear or nature? that is the question

I'm so confused. I don't know these people anymore. It's probably my fault...

It's funny what lengths the lord will go to teach someone a lesson. He doesn't stop trying until that lesson is learned. I think my youth pastor was talking about this and it got me thinking. Looking back at the crazy events of my life, I realized that God wouldn't put us through this for nothing. We have to be missing out on some sort of ( Read more... )

Wow, I forgot about this thing. I haven't written in it awhile. I just got on here to see how everyone was doing because I don't see anyone anymore, or if I do, they are not very vocal about how they are doing. So how's everyone doing ( Read more... )

Don't you just hate it when you get comfortable. You start to feel that things are going to go fine. You start dreaming about the future. You're so sure...then all of a sudden it all fades. You're uncertain. You feel alone. You worry. You wonder...Don't you just hate that. Things may not go the why I had hoped and dreamed. Kay searah searah ( Read more... )

Can you imagine 4 military school boys dancing in front of a camera to Vanessa Carlton's "A Thousand Miles"? It was freakin' amazing! Thanks boys! Gabriel, you are the best, dear!