Almost two weeks ago, a few days after Christmas, my parents surprised us with a new dachshund puppy, Benny. I'm obsessed. He's the most gorgeous, adorable, snuggly, playful little puppy ever. I was so excited for him and Charlie to hopefully become friends. But the other night Charlie suffered a slipped disc in his back (which is common with ( Read more... )

I believe that everything happens for a reason.
People change so that you can learn to let go.
Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right.
You believe lies so that you eventually learn to trust no one except yourself.
And sometimes good things fall apart so that better things can fall in to place.

I had another dream of losing teeth last night... we both know what that means. This was hard enough to go through 6 months ago. Don't put me through it again. You don't really want me to suffer, I know you're so much better than that. I don't know if you even read this thing anymore. I don't know if you even care anymore. I do know that it's been ( Read more... )

 You're not coming back. As hard as I try and convince you how happy we'd be together up here, it's pointless. You insist that you're happy down there and you're really trying to make a life for yourself... I really hope so. I support you. All I want is for you to be happy. I just wish that I could be the one to make you happy. I thought I was, but ( Read more... )

Is it possible to get deja vu of something that actually has happened before? Would that be reverse deja vu? I got the most chilling flashback of New Orleans tonight. Phu and I were coming back from the haunted house at Mardi Gras World. We pulled his car onto the ferry to go back into the city. We reclined our seats and layed there, holding hands ( Read more... )

 My trip to New Orleans was... indescribable. I really don't think I'll be able to put into words how amazing it was. Spending every hour of every day with the guy that I'm head over heels in love with... still, after 2 really rough years. We fight like it's our job, but it's times like these that make me realize how worth it all the hard times are ( Read more... )

"I never had no one I could count on ( Read more... )

1. UB40 - Baby, I love your way ( Read more... )

I'm not going to be the first to to call, or the first to say I'm sorry. I'm sick of that. Even if I'm not at fault, I'll always give in and call, just because I HATE fighting with him and I know that our relationship is way more important than my stupid pride. Unfortunately, he doesn't agree. He's too stubborn for that. Never admits he's wrong. I ( Read more... )

Today was my first day of classes at UConn, and despite the trek completely across campus to all of my classes, and the uphill hike to Charter Oak, it was awesome. I love my classes. Love my professors. I didn't want to come here in the first place cause I thought I'd hate running into lots of people that I knew, but I LOVE IT. I've seen so many ( Read more... )