yea new background, but my links on the left side dont work. the only link that does in the myspace one. i have no idea why haha.

i really dont think i have ever been this angry.
i just dont get it. what the hell did i do wrong.

yea i messed my lj up so its plain. ill fix it soon.
im sure no one cares lol.

i dont know whats up with me lately... im just irritated with everything. i just feel like i dont exist anymore and like no one knows im there. i just dont know anymore ( Read more... )

Well last night/this morning at 12:17am i became an aunt =). Im so happy. My sister and her husband named her Liliana =) she is such a cutie and i love her. I am wicked excited.

well i absolutely loooove my cheerleading squad. 
D4 WESTERN MASS CHAMPS BABY! 
i honestly dont know what i will do when this season is over.

We got first place!!! WOO! twice in one weekend. 
Sat. @ Marlboro against three other teams. 
Then yesterday @ Chicopee (leagues) against 4 other teams. 
So, yesterday was a dream come true. 
We have been working for this for so many years and we finally have shown everyone how awesome we can be.
i love my cheer team! we got this girls!
 

ah yes... apparently now im a stalker..

i love randomly being IMed by my x-boyfriends girlfriend and being told that she heard from someone i stalk her boyfriend.

i would like to know who would say that. especially since he and i dont even talk anymore.

what an interesting morning...

i dont know what it is lately but i havent been happy.

i feel out of place, not wanted and just not needed.

i hate it, im sick of it and i just dont know what to do... and not like anyone notices.

i seem to annoy or piss someone off everytime i speak or i just sound stupid. im just gunna keep my mouth shut.

i give up..

okay i was totally wrong.

my luck changed pretty damn fast.

cool. what a great day (sense the sarcasm?)